Pizuya’s Cell – ラビットシュレッダー

Title: ラビットシュレッダー (Rabbit Shredder)
Circle: Pizuya’s Cell
Vocal:  普透明度 (Futoumeido)
Arrangement: ぴずや (Pizuya)
Release Date:  May 5, 2016 (Reitaisai 13)
Requested By: Eiki Shiki

A song about Junko’s pure fury.  Also, check out Hecatia’s song, それもまた一興, which I also translated.

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• 今私の目に映る水面の月は
• 歪むことなく静かだというのに
• 対照的なほどに私の炎は
• 激しく燃えてゆらゆらとたゆたう

• The moon I see now that is reflected on the water’s surface
• they say it sits quietly, having never been distorted
• While in contrast, my flames
• burn violently, rolling and flickering

• いつから自分自身
• 何者かもわからなくなって
• それでもこの衝動は止まることなく
• 連なって　削られて　より純粋に

• When did I turn myself
• into someone I don’t even know?
• Still, this impulse has never once stopped
• extending further, being sharpened, becoming even more pure

• 名前など無くてもいいの
• 私が私である必要性すら失くしてしまったから
• いつまでも続けよう無駄なカタストロフィを
• 今見える世界が消えるまで

• It’s fine for me to lose things like my name
• because I’ve lost the only one^[1]Junko’s son was killed by the goddess Chang’e I ever needed for me to be myself
• This pointless catastrophe shall go on forever
• until that world I’m looking at now^[2]In reference the moon, whose reflection she sees on the water’s surface is extinguished

• 一度溶け出した角砂糖と同じで
• 元の形に戻ることはない
• 誰かを強く強く怨み始めたあの日から
• 私の自己は少しずつ薄まって

• Just like a cube of sugar once it begins to melt
• there is no returning to my original form
• For I began a powerful grudge for someone from that day
• as little by little, my sense of self begins to pale

• 理由は不純なもの
• わざわざ付け足さなくていいの
• それでも問うのなら答えをあげよう
• 目の前に君がいる　ただそれだけ

• Reasons are impurities
• so it’s fine for me not to purposely add anymore
• Nevertheless, I will give you a answer if you ask why
• It’s because you’re here in front of me, that’s all^[3]This song appears to be for Hecatia, who in それもまた一興 asks Junko about coming to Hell and decides to befriend her.

• 名前など無くてもいいの
• 私が私である必要性すら失くしてしまったから
• いつまでも続けよう無駄なカタストロフィを
• 今見える世界が消えるまで

• It’s fine for me to lose things like my name
• because I’ve lost the only one I ever needed for me to be myself
• This pointless catastrophe shall go on forever
• until that world I’m looking at now is extinguished

• いつから始まったか
• きっかけすら忘れてしまった
• どれほど惨劇を繰り返そうとも
• 終わらない　止まらない　止めようがない

• When did it begin?
• I’ve even forgotten what triggered it
• No matter how long the tragedy repeats
• It does not end, it does not stop, I will not stop

• 最初に果たされたはずの復讐は
• この感情の向く矛先を探し彷徨ってる
• せめてまだ胸の奥に時を慈しむ心
• 僅かでも残ってますように

• My revenge that should have been fulfilled first and foremost
• now wanders in search of the source of this piercing emotion
• At least in my chest, I still have a heart that cherishes time
• as if there remains just a little left of me^[4]Just like in それもまた一興, the song ends with the singer forgetting their initial motive to pursue a new life with a new friend.